the last reU we had was in 2008. even tho this time we had lesser participants (about 100 as compared to almost 200 in 2008) it was still meriah as it was supposed to be.
throughout the 5 years together we had somehow developed a very special friendship bond. tak boleh cari di tempat lain and tak boleh ditukar ganti. and it'll remain istimewa selama-lamanya
we still see the same faces although most of us changed physically. dah 40 of course :-)
tapi character wise, we're still the same bunch. we laughed the same laughs and we chat all nite long about how nakal we were in school, how we kena with this cikgu or how we kenakan that cikgu (again and again).
and to meet yean face to face - without having any guilt feeling anymore was something that i really looked forward to (most importantly being able to look into each other's eyes without having any glitch feeling deep down inside is really something)
it's been years.. that we were still unable to reconcile the feelings. especially after we met again in 2003, i always knew that the feeling reciprocates no matter how we tried to hide it. even tho we've settled down with our lives; blessed with our better halves & great kiddos. it's like we're having this thought on our minds - "why is it not u.."
well... i only have one answer to that thought. Allah knows what's best for us..and it was fated that we were not meant for each other. and it's best that we remain as friends.
and my best buddy Mr A.. *sigh*
it's been a while since he had our chat. and i knew it well that we really missed our good times & good laughs especially over some simple conversations we used to have on and off. it's too bad your mrs couldn't accept our special friendship.and i felt insulted over the issue occay!!. so at that time i thought it's best that i withdraw myself.
but somehow we just couldnt resist each other no matter how many times i asked him to keep his distance from me. and the reU dinner had restored our friendship again
( only to be extra careful not to invite any repeated "situation" )
and this special card that yean gave me way back in 1987 says it all:
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i came back from Penang feeling refreshed ; thank you darling hubby for being a very understanding companion.
:-)
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